Written by ejohnsen on January 10, 2012 in Blog - 1 Comment

Coach -

I wanted to give you an update on how everything is doing. I Did have a slip but I got over it,I finished the month with a total of 2 slips, and a couple yellow, 1 red, and about 20 some odd green days. Now compared from where I started this is a huge accomplishing month, my best so far, I believe Januarary will be even better. I Feel my brain changing on a daily basis, I can now when not stressed or tired can have a normal conversation with a women and not have any lust ful actions, I;m seeing past the exterior and its really cool! I think what is changing that is my life creed, too see women as whole wholistic individuals, and when I FRC to visualize times of connection with women. I also am growing in a desire to connect with ppl on a regulary basis, I really do feel the recovery is lurking soon for me, Once I hit a month green I will be on my way, and that is my goal this month. I enjoy having conversations with people, and I’m enjoying connection with myself, god, and friends, its growing on a daily basis. I think the most important thing is that I have decided not to time manage how far I can go without a slip, instead I am focusing on my daily self care, my awarness, and Green to Go days. I now consider objectifying, or even missing a daily self care routine a slip for me, that leads up to the funnel. I learned alot from my last slip, that I need to consume less Caffeine and sleep better, and take better care of myself, thats what Lead to the slip… I feel better connecting, and after a long day of connection I feel so whole, complete and free from any void. Recovery is fun now because I can finally see the changes happening in my life. Talk to you soon, your friend Svet